I love reading nonfiction but I apparently write fiction. :)
This is a conceptual story tracing the development of the B/J relationship, with a huge focus on their physical interactions, the meaning of these and the progression of their physical and emotional intimacy through a vareity of scenarios, some of which follow canon closely and none of which blatantly contradict canon.
These warnings include: major character death, dub con, gun play, knife play, blood play, impact play, breath play, barebacking.... please note, the story is meant to explore consent play and therefore an explicit safeword is not used as this would answer, rather than elicit, questions and thought about when one is appropriate and how it should/can be used.*
(hint; if these things bother you, don't read this story. :) ).
This story is complete and will be added a chapter a day (and possibly more in universe when that is done).
*My power is back after Hurricane Sandy so I'll be posting daily again. Comments welcome!*
Brian receives his cancer diagnosis and undergoes treatment. How will this affect him and Justin?
Chapter 30: Brian completes his homework assignments with Justin.
*finally posted...* *hangs head in shame*
While Justin is with the Fiddler, Brian is left alone...alone to deal with problems he never imagined he would face and does not know how to handle.....
****Chapter Twenty-Two: Justin does what only he can. (NC-18)
Story Summary: Brian tries to deal with issues of his past and how they are affecting his life now.
***Open Letter to Readers Posted!*
Spoilers: A chapter(s) reference to when Justin le** him for Ethan and other events throughout the series.
Out-of-Canon/What-If: In this story, Brian's father knew Brian was gay when Brian was in high school (if not before). In later chapters, I may need him to be alive to have a confrontation with Brian, so for now I'll say he is not explicitly dead.
Starts from the infamous office reunification scene and goes through the following morning. Enjoy! :)
This story is set immediately after Justin walks out the door in 513. It is fast-paced and goes through their first 6 months apart. Brian struggles with his emotions in a self-destructive way...
* Epilogue Added!!!*
Brian and Justin have been getting home at about the same time every night. What happens when Justin is late?
Season 1: Justin comes home to find Brian drinking and smoking alone... an argument ensues and....
*please note that this story is not meant to be especially consistent with the "Why Not With Me" universe* Set around Episode 121.
Debbie runs into Sunshine, expecting him to be upset over the zuchinni incident, and finds that Justin and Brian now have in place some rules... She is amazed and has a talk with Justin.
*Scene referenced in Chapter 26 of Why Not With Me*
Will be on of a series called Bridges to Brian, of Brian-insight-based fics that will probably be added to relatively rarely.